Way I Feel - C5

Yeah I lost a lot of homies they ain’t even dead

They turn they back to you when you need a hand

Only money and the fam I don’t need a friend

Cause when it’s beneficial then they wanna be your friend

And they’ll use it against you if you let them see your hand

My mama taught me how to be a man

Probably her tatted on me

Loyalty’s a habit for me

I could hear you clear but dawg

Gotta show your actions for me

Married to the game holy matrimony

I rather be lonely than have friends that

Don’t know how to be happy for me

Cause I can see the spite

Every time I reach a height

Ain’t where they wanna be in life

So they be mad at me

When I tried to help

You told me you ain’t need advice

Some just gotta go through the dark

So they can see the light

And they don’t actually live what they talk

So don’t believe the hype, I never do

I could never lose, I either win or I learn

They got some nerve

Trying to walk across the bridges they burn

Then wonder why they be miserable

Then they take it out on me like

«What have I ever did to you?»

Why you throwing subliminals dawg

I start to evolve

And you tell me I changed

You feeling distraught

Cause you still in your ways

In spite of it all

I’ma keep you in my prayers yeah

Yeah, I’m sorry but I gotta love you from a distance

From a distance, yeah

I forgive you but I won’t ever forget this

I couldn’t see it, now I’m coming to my senses

I’m getting tired of these one-sided friendships

You go a mile for em they won’t even go a couple inches

Now I gotta keep it strictly business

If it don’t make me better then it’s bad for me

They hate me but they still be keeping tabs on me

And now I gotta keep it strictly business with you

So what we talking bout if you ain’t got no bag for me, run it

Trying to act like you 100, when you really 65

You be switching sides, better back back from me youngin'

Way back get way back, like Curtis Jackson in a wave cap

Working late nights you been laying back

Now I’m taking flight and niggas hate that

I know you feel a certain way about me

You be throwing all that shade

You always got something to say about me

But you never say it to my face

Thought you’d be happy that I made it homie

Man why you hating on the trill

I mean I mean the way that you be hating on me

Dawg you’d think it paid ya bills

That’s just the way I feel

Yeah that’s just the way I feel

If you don’t feel that than you ain’t as real

All I ever wanna do is make a mil

And put my mama on the hill yeah

For real yeah