High on a Heartbreak - Caleb Hawley

Remember when you told me you were scared to be alone?

I said I’d never leave your side

Turns out there are some things that some men cannot control

I swear I never meant to lie

It’s just when feelings build up, and they’ve got no place to go

It’s hard to keep them inside

Turns out I wasn’t ready, and I might never be

Didn’t mean to waste your time

I’m gonna relive the times we had

Over and over in my head

Don’t really care if it kills me

I don’t care if it keeps me sad

Cause I wanna stay in the moment

When we couldn’t imagine the end

And I’ll keep my heart broken

Instead of starting all over again

I’m high on a heartbreak

Take away the sunshine, take away the rainbow, take away the blue skies

I don’t like when they come around

Get me high on their small doses of hope, blind enough to bleed me broke

That’s why I prefer to stay down

You put your belief in us, said you weren’t one to give up

And held your pain inside

I wasn’t quite who you thought, still glad you gave me a shot

Sorry I wasted your time

I wanna relive the times we had

Over and over in my head

Don’t really care if it kills me

I don’t care if it keeps me sad

Cause I wanna stay in the moment

When we couldn’t imagine the end

And I’ll keep my heart broken

Instead of starting all over again

I’m high on a heartbreak