Home Movies - Camber

Like faded photos.

home movies in your head.

their theme

Of self-defeating.

with insides peeling.

a spineless mass

Without a shell.

to have always known this feeling well.

The more you want it.

the more you slip away.

this theme

Of quick retreating.

with insides screaming.

through

Sleepless nights an endless hell.

to have always known

This feeling.

still so self-aware.

while you fight for

Some light through the gloom.

the boy is still there.

Alone on his bed in his room.

just laugh at yourself.

With thoughts this would somehow be.

so damn easy.

to

Have been down there.

and remained sane.

to choke for

Some air.

and drown in rain.

to have always been down

There