Back at the Beginning - Caroline Rose

I’m in a deep sleep

You’re making eyes at me

And now you’re in my body

And your kiss is all teeth

If I could do this life again, I’d come back as a lamb

And let you make me a bed

Grass is fine, the table’s set, the words push from my lips

And I’m filled with regret

Oh-whoa, I’m back at the beginning

Now that it’s so easy

Oh-whoa, I’m back at the beginning

Going after paradise

Wandering forward at what I’m making hide

I like to dress up all my fears

Doll them up in Play-Doh, man

(Got to get your mind, got to get your mind ready)

Slap some lipstick on a pig

Tell me I like to pretend

If I could do this again, I’d come back as a red flag

And pass the fire as it stands

'Cause if you don’t think we’re in hell now, babe, take another look around

Everything’s engulfed in flame, it’s all comin' down

Oh, I’m back at the beginning

Now that it’s so easy

Oh-whoa, I’m back at the beginning

Don’t know which way is pain and which way is reason

Oh-whoa, is this where you wanted?

Oh-whoa, is this where you wanted to be?

Oh no, 'cause I’m back at the beginning

'Cause soon, I am God

Oh

(Do you wonder how it’d be to start again?)

(Do you wonder, do you, do you?)

Is this really where you wanted (I'm back at the beginning)

Is this really where you wanted to be?

(I'm back at the beginning)

Is this really where you wanted (I'm back at the beginning)

Is this really where you wanted to be?

(I'm back at the beginning)