Smiling - Caroline

I know that I got to hide

Wish the world was on my side

Try to deal with everything

Many moments fleeing from my mind

Can’t even tell myself

How can I tell somebody else

That I’m in misery

And pain, so insane

And it’s driving me crazy

Pre 1

Right & wrong, I have to figure out

When I’m feeling up, life always brings me down

I’d rather be lost than ever be found

(Try all they want, they’ll never figure me out)

People never care about who you are

(So why would I show them all of my scars

Post Chorus:

(Keep you in th dark

Hide you from my heart)

I’m smiling, yes I’m smiling on th outside

(Know it from the start

Tearing me apart)

But I’m dying, yes I’m dying on the inside

Try to change the way I feel

Cheap talks won’t work on me

Wanna know if this is real?

I’ll show the face I want you to see

Been days since I last slept

So many thoughts left to forget

But my dreams, set me free

Every day, must believe

In a new reality

Pre 2

I know I’m not alone, but I’m losing doubt

Try to keep the faith, but I don’t know how

I’d rather be lost than ever be found

(Try all they want, they’ll never figure me out)

People never care about who you are

(So why would I show them all of my scars

Post Chorus:

(Keep you in the dark

Hide you from my heart)

I’m smiling, yes I’m smiling on the outside

(Know it from the start

Tearing me apart)

But I’m dying, yes I’m dying on the inside

Bridge:

There’s a side of me you won’t see

No you’ll never meet the real me

There’s a side of me you won’t see

No you’ll never meet the real me

I’d rather be lost than ever be found

(Try all they want, they’ll never figure me out)

People never care about who you are

(So why would I show them all of my scars

Post Chorus:

(Keep you in the dark

Hide you from my heart)

I’m smiling, yes I’m smiling on the outside

(Know it from the start

Tearing me apart)

But I’m dying, yes I’m dying on the inside