When I'm Gone - Caskey

I been thinkin bout it all the time

When I’m gone will they mourn me?

When I’m gone will they mourn me?

I think about it all the time

When I’m gone will they mourn me?

Man I been thinkin' bout my pops back in '89

Like how you work two jobs and say he fine

Knowin' damn well he movin' coke on the side

Countin bags and hopin he thrive

I feel it so deep inside

The pain of bearin' a child and it ain’t like nobody dies

So you coppin' extra guns, walkin' with army knives

Thoughts of losin' her and you can’t look in her mommy eyes

Three bodies hit my house tried rapin' my momma

They high off angel dust

You ran to the crib, did what an angel must

Popped the shotgun in their chest, my city dangerous

But we didn’t worry because you came with us

16 years of survival you was my idol

Now Im on bridges and standing idle

In a world full of minor disputes over the title and

I just want our connection back that was vital

You ain’t ever seen no grown man cry

Until he start reflectin' back on Christmas time

When you and Amanda came back from the truck

And yall was sniffin' lines

It fuck with me knowing that you ain’t shit sometimes!

And everybody carry demons

You was suppose to be the God who brought faith to the odds now we just even

And Im inside my room grievin'

Some of your actions got me questionin' everything I believe in

Wheres God when you need him?

I spent so many years of my life as a child out here callin' for meaning

And you ain’t ever pick up the calls or receive 'em and

I’m strugglin' with all Im believing in

When I’m gone will they mourn me?

I think about it all the time

When I’m gone will they mourn me?