2 AM - Cemetery Drive

I lie awake at night

With all these thoughts running through my mind

The darkness shines a bright light

On the things, I thought I left behind

Feelings are haunting/

When the silence is screaming

And I can’t stop listening

Though I can’t hear anything

Why won’t you let me sleep?

Coming back

It’s always coming back

Back into my head

When the day is dead

Go ahead

Because the things I said

Seem to matter most

When I’m alone in my bed

How does something that should

Be so comfortable

Make me feel so insecure

And vulnerable?

I always fear the worst

And imagine it in my mind first

Things I know that will never be

Anticipate catastrophe

Feelings are haunting

When the silence is screaming

And I can’t stop listening

Though I can’t hear anything

Why won’t you let me sleep?

The stone in my throat won’t let me breath

There’s no space here anymore

‘cause this goes down to the core

I know I’ll wake up tired and sore

Just like all those times before