Gutter Race - CES Cru

Look at the way hate me now

The feeling of the night so long

I swear on everything that’s left

I really wanna right my wrongs

But it’s hard when the bottles popping

And you all in love and locked in

And you watching her body rocking

Knowing God is not an option

Company don’t help you sleep

And the sex don’t feel like love

When the hate don’t make you weak

And the pills don’t feel like drugs

What I really need is a buzz

Or whatever will keep me numb

But if I log on to the bullshit too long

Better not leave me that gun

I’mana go bananas on them

Gone on a bender, wavy acting ill

Hosted up at the bar taking shots

With a sad sack of happy pills, that’s the deal

I feel I better leave before it gets ugly

I got a baby back at the crib

And no need for another drinking buddy

I don’t sleep as much as you do

I’m hustling harder then you

Workin on more things than you do

Keeping my plate filled with good food

I don’t hit the town like you do

I don’t kick it like I used to

I don’t really trip as much as you do

I don’t really give a fuck what you do

I’ve been living all around the world

You know the way the tour bus get around

Woke up with the room still dark

All alone laid up on the couch

With a pain in my brain from a dream that

I couldn’t tell you what was about

Look at the clock it was 5:45, I

Feel like there ain’t nobody up in the town

But I get up and get a puff of the loud

Whatever’s sittin in the jar maybe one toke

Blow it out take a breath hit the dumbbells

Do a plank then it’s straight to the jump rope

What the day like, couple appointments

White board sittin with seven assignments

I’ve been lookin around all over the place

Dor the time to chill but never could find it

I’ve had my mind on you

That’s cool but now I gotta work on me

In the pursuit of love

Laughter and passion in my soul

I know I deserve all three

You’re double O-T, I ain’t heard a word all week

I wonder would you wait for me?

When I’m on the grind, with my back turned

Would you act mature, or would you play make believe?

Have faith in me

I was out in the crowd at a show

A juggalo disturbed my lane

He said to me that he had never heard my name

And uh, that I didn’t deserve my chain

I said I had to work my way up from the bottom

To earn my place, you gon' learn today

Here hit the smoke, listen close

To every damn word I say you bitch!

I don’t sleep as much as you do

I’m hustling harder then you

Workin on more things than you do

Keeping my plate filled with good food

I don’t hit the town like you do

I don’t kick it like I used to

I don’t really trip as much as you do

I don’t really give a fuck what you do