This is Hell - Chasing Safety

It’s not my fault no

But it’s how it has to be

Fought through thick and thin

But my skins not as tough as it was back then

This is not the way I thought it be

Lost lives and broken memories

I laid my head down yours then lifted up

You floated through the door forgetting what you loved

It’s how it has to be

This is hell I need more broken knees won’t fix what’s torn

With every word you say the further I fall away from you

It pains me more and more the further I fall away from you

I told you once or twice I told you what you meant to me

I said I’d stay right here but this is not my home

Tamed riot false silence angry at the world for one liar

Soft spoken weights loaded upon my back where it

Lied when you locked the door

It’s how it has to be

This is hell I need more broken knees won’t fix what’s torn

With every word you say the further I fall away from you

It pains me more and more the further I fall away from you

Stay quiet

I’ve been here since you went down that road

Now the only thing that matters is saving my poor soul

I found out on my own stay in line you must abide the rules

Of life were shown wait for my only home to come back

It’s surely lost I can’t be on my own wait for my only home to

Come back its surely lost I can’t be all alone

It’s how it has to be

This is hell I need more broken knees won’t fix what’s torn

With every word you say the further I fall away from you

It pains me more and more the further I fall away from you