Attributes - Christon Gray

Uh.

I meant every word I said when I gave my life to You

But them games still get played and I’m left with no excuse…

Jesus, I have no question that You love me, and I wish I could say the same

Regretfully Yours

I can’t tell you that I love you

I can’t sell you that I love you

Cause' You can see through my matrix

And You can read my body language

And I know that it’s impossible to justify myself

But, I’m so addicted, all this evil just to find myself

I don’t mean to be ungrateful

But You know I got a plateful

If I’m not eatin' of Your Word then

Who am I to be a servant?

And I won’t admit it

Pride won’t let me own the lies I bought

But, the truth is all this time

I’ve never known You like I thought

So, can we go back to the start

When You came into my heart

I would be remiss if I continue

To go another day not knowing You

I’m running after You

And this time, I’m not looking for Your attributes

I’m running after You

And I’m not just looking for attributes

I’m running after you

And I’m not just looking for attributes

I’m running after You

Now, everybody has a story

But they don’t always get to tell it

Precious moments feel like heaven

But, it’s like you never felt it

So, what do we make of this temporary state of bliss?

If I can’t have it all the time, then why even exist?

So, what if I could introduce you

To a Man that knows your mayhem?

It’s not the attributes that make Him

No, He’s the One Who made them

That love, that joy, that peace that you could never give yourself

It’s yours to have, but in return, you have to give yourself

So, let me take you to the start

Say Jesus will you come into my heart

I would be remiss if I continue

To go another day not knowing You

Don’t tell me that you love me

You playin' games with the wrong One

You cut me out for your stardom

Name droppin' but we haven’t met

Romance, but your slow dance partner is Baphomet

And you was born, but you can’t live 'til you meet Me

Look, I’m the higher power, you just want the form

So you deny the power, you want it for yourself

Yo, can’t you see the truth?

Look, you’re runnin' from yourself

And you just want a house and I just want you home

You think you’re there now, so I make the planet groan just to see Me

But you just tryna shine, I see you actin cool

You just want the attributes

Poor fella, look: I have got it all

But the only way to see it: Babel gotta fall

Like Genesis 11

Until then, your nemesis is heaven

And so, I’m waitin' on your call