Numb to Everything - Citizen Soldier

I see the disappointment in your eyes

Reflected in what I’ve become, we’ve wasted so much time

wishing something I would change

You let me in, I let you down, the cycle still remains

I’m so numb to everything

Numb to everything

Feels like you’re so out of reach

Standing right in front of me

Numb to everything

I feel so far away

Hate so much what I’ve become

When did I go, how did I get so numb?

How did I get so numb?

Why do I feel so numb?

How did I get so numb?

Lying in your arms, somehow we’re worlds apart

My messy lie, my past, my scars left me an empty heart

My sickness, this has never been your fault

It’s not you, it’s me, I’m so sorry, I can feel you

I’m so numb to everything

Numb to everything

Feels like you’re so out of reach

Standing right in front of me

Numb to everything

I feel so far away

Hate so much what I’ve become

When did I go, how did I get so numb?

You’ll love me till

to the bone

You gave me everything

So why do I feel so alone?

So why do I feel so alone?

I’m so numb to everything

Numb to everything

Feels like you’re so out of reach

Standing right in front of me

Numb to everything

I feel so far away

Hate so much what I’ve become

When did I go, how did I get so numb?

How did I get so numb?

Why do I feel so numb?

I don’t wanna be so numb

How did I get