Why Can't I? - Crypt

One less broken man that you have to save

The hole in my soul, it gets bigger by the day

I try to refrain from going back to my ways

I’m addicted to pain, I just can’t stay away

Every time I get up, I end up on the ground

No matter how high that I climb, I fall down

I dust myself off and I do it again

For a cycle that I know will never have an end

Every time I do well, I just wait for the bad

'Cause it follows me around like the scars on my back

I cannot escape all the sins from my past

So I’ll sit here and dwell in the fiery path

I’m just one less brokn man that you have to save

The hol in my soul, it gets bigger by the day

I try to refrain from going back to my ways

I’m addicted to pain, I just can’t stay away

Why can’t I fight?

These demons got a hold on me

Why can’t I see?

I’m blind to all the things I don’t need to be

Why can’t I hold onto anything I don’t wanna lose?

Why can’t I fight?

Why can’t I fight all these urges just to hurt myself?

Betterin' my life just gets me overwhelmed

Why should I try to climb when a fall from Heaven

Hurts a lot worse than a fall from Hell?

It seems I’ve climbed every mountain peak

But every time at the top I reach

Another base of another mountain, another height of eternity

I’ve been to Hell and back so many times

I’m startin' to get used to all the heat that’s in the air

Everybody knows my name and I know all the names

Of all the demons that are living there

They relate to the pain that I felt

And when it seems like there’s nobody else

I can count on their presence 'cause they never left

They’re just waiting for me in my Hell, I know I’m just

I’m just one less broken man that you have to save

The hole in my soul, it gets bigger by the day

I try to refrain from going back to my ways

I’m addicted to pain, I just can’t stay away

Why can’t I fight?

These demons got a hold on me

Why can’t I see?

I’m blind to all the things I don’t need to be

Why can’t I hold onto anything I don’t wanna lose?

Why can’t I fight?

Why can’t I fight?

Why can’t I see?

Why am I blind?

Why can’t I leave?

Lord tell me

Why can’t I fight?

These demons got a hold on me

Why can’t I see?

I’m blind to all the things I don’t need to be

Why can’t I hold onto anything I don’t wanna lose?

Why can’t I fight?

Why can’t I, why can’t I

Why can’t I fight?