A Graceful Demise - Cryptopsy

The dampened earth clogged my nostrils and filled my mouth

Immobilized I was forced to watch

As you inched your way inside and spat your repungnant waste

Cackling and mewling you gladly regaled within their distress

I crawled towards them

The blinding sight reaped havoc on my staggered beliefs

My entire sanctity had been deconstructed

Life became a foreign task

I had to self medicate

Disintegrate these vacant aspects refuelling me

Reintegrate pain through ancient methods

Their final screams still invade my sleep

Luring me towards insanity

The simplest solution is the only one I can bear

Let us end this now

Remember the past born on a darkened night

The time has come for it to come to fruition

Now grip your blade as I unsheathe mine

Back in a final moment of grief realizing now there is nothing left to fear

The metallic scent permeates a primal stench

Blending time and altering notions

Suffocating the impiety I orchestrated through my banality

As the light slowly faded from my eyes

Their deceptive glance no longer holds ground

The remorse I enclosed within myself cocooned my cowardly rage

The reflection in your eyes mark my hatred for myself

Release myself within

The field of agony I frolic freely now the tiny specs

Flatter at the edges

I am reborn