Dielogue - Cyan Velvet Project

I can hunt you down to

a corner in the chambers of my head

allthough i know why to do so

I assure that you’re the apple of my eye

do I treasure you in vain?

have you brought me nothing more than pain?

prostrator — this is you

tormenting is all you do

nothing more than a prostrator

this is you

compliant — so I am you

what have we learned of ourselves so far

but what about things to come

what will i be when there’s no place to run?

oh you’re so full of it

you live your life like it’s really worth of it

so what if i just don’t react?

turn my eyes and ears away from attacks

and what’s the benefit?

you live your life like you’ve never tasted it

splinters beneath my fingernails

remind me that i have tried and failed

yet still so much undone

you live your life like it isn’t the only one

oh i feel so insecured

confused and somewhat disturbed

others dedicate their time

to maintain and cherish the bloodline…

death, he loves me

he showes me that there’s nothing to be afraid in the end

but for his love must lose all the reason

become numb and cold at heart