Dope - D'espairsRay

Monday the endless toll of the church bell

shot through the head in a parade of saints

Tuesday the sun is stained black

See, before your eyes is a malicious world natural dope

Wednesday I lost my mind, dancing and singing charismatically

in a worn-out red suit

Thursday pouring my soul’s fire into the speakers,

playing a love song, I thought that’s where I ought to be, drowning in it…

Suppressing the numbing pain, the overflowing emotions, turning my eyes away

from reality

I’ve already surrendered everything, headed alone into the empty,

futile depths mind trip!

In a demonic waltz 123 until I’m corrupted count down!

count down!

Ascending to the moon 123 Let go, sink down!

Friday I came across you Was it the saving grace of God?

Saturday I close my eyes the tumbling DICE of fate

Sunday pleasure’s bewitching harmony

The black mass dissolves away natural dope

I weighed my severed feelings against the heaviness of the pain

The world I saw with you could take on any colour,

because of love I experienced what it is to have my heart yearn for a place

At the limits of despair you come to mind and I repeat my sorrow stopstopstop…

Suppressing the numbing pain, the overflowing emotions, turning my eyes away

from reality

I’ve already surrendered everything, headed alone into the empty,

futile real twice dead