Forgive Me - Dark Half

I take a walk outside to remind myself

I’m not the only one living in this hell

I know I’ll probably need some help, cause I can’t take it

I walk a couple blocks to the liquor store

I know I’ve been down this path before

Lost so many friends to addiction, but I still can’t shake it

Should I pray to a God that I don’t see

Should I fake a smile when you all see me

Knowing if you knew the real me, you’d drown me out like Jason

And I can’t seem to love myself I guess

Staring at the ugly I possess

Hoping you’ll forgive me for the mess

I’m finally at peace, no one could save me

I’m finally at peace, no one could save me

Couldn’t take it

Breakdown inside of me

Hold it inside of me

Breakdown inside of me

Till I’m dead

Hoping reality finds me some sanity

Breakdown inside of me

Till I’m dead

In my time alone, all that I find is fear

Visions of your face, slowly disappear

You don’t know you killed me, do you?

You don’t know I’ll die just despite you?

I’ve waited by the phone, my vision’s not so clear

This poison calms my soul, I really wish you were here

But it seems like all I am just fades away

Fades away!

The saint and the sinner talk with each other, walk with one another

Drugged out on needles, two sided people please come together

Can we find a reason for peace this evening, no more crying mothers

We’re blinded for a reason, lets go fight the demons, let’s conquer ourselves

first

Not harm one another, kill one another, shoot one another

No more crying mothers, don’t take our brothers, we war with each other

It’s such a saddening thing to see, we can’t trust, trust one another

If you’ve seen what I’ve seen, then you’d know why we suffer