Sometimes It Happens Like This - Darwin's Waiting Room

Since I was a kid I’ve had a black cloud follow me

I need to clear my head before the ground starts to swallow me

Killed your companions then complained about loneliness

Well, sometimes it happens this

Cuz de fois ca se passe comme ca

Try to concede, you want what I don’t need

You fled with summer’s speed, most likely to succeed

You never played the lead, but starred in many downplays

Malaise infects my airways, affrays echo for days

Accumulating slow like snowfall, forestall to walk and just crawl

Enthralled to the beck and call

You ride the rails, tied my body to the track

Watched the trains run me over, never ever looking back

Staring at you teary eyed

How could he never know

Always being pushed aside

How could he never see

Images of patricide

That’s how I always knew

Something is wrong with the way that I feel

With the way that I fee inside me

So don’t try

Friend you ain’t no friend to me

Defy

What you are I’ll never be

Outcry

Get the fuck away from me

Faux

I’m stronger now

Cuz des fois ca se passe comme ca

Nothing you say can heal these bruised I conceal

Appologies are like a virus and can’t change the way I feel

Should I reconcile so you can smile, rebuild our rapport

So you can bait the lure for yet another whore

Des fois ca se passe comme ca

Step-mother, steps away from being a mother

Already got one and I love her, why the fuck I need another

Or a father, who never bothered, why bother to exist

Watch the sun eclipse, I wipe your name from my lips

Longed to be your son, some things are never too broken to be

But you’re dead to me

I longed to be your son, some things are never too broken to be

But you’re dead, you’re dead

Don’t try

I’m stronger now