Thought of you - Dav

I’m searching for a helping hand

Extended out to me on the days when I’m low as sand

Today I was faced with the fact that I might lose my fam

Brother in ICU

His life hanging by a strand

7 years in prison

You’d think we would of changed

Unconscious on the floor with meth and cocaine in his veins

I guess it’s true what they say

People always stay the same

But he’s just like me looking for a way to ease the pain

I’m hurt and I don’t want to show it

The last time my heart was this broken

Was the moment when my mom was stolen

Losing control of my stupid emotions

Wishing my brother would open his eyes

Realize that now is not close to his time

You told me «I love all the shit that you write.»

In your last text to me but I failed to reply

Holding your hand as you took your last breath

A feeling and image I’ll never forget

Can’t get the pictures of you out my head

Unable to accept that my brother is dead

Why do I feel like a ship about to sink?

Bro we just got you back out of the Clink

I would just like to say fuck the police

They are the reason that you are deceased

Where is the peace in the book of my story?

Stuck trying to find myself

Lost like I’m Dory

My heart has been torn

My eyes won’t stop pouring

Wishing I wouldn’t wake up the next morning

I wasn’t ready but I guess it’s time to say goodbye

I love you Eddie

Please tell momma that I said «hi"'

Eddie: «I will be, not to be, because that is the verbs of questions.

I am the reason why, you live or die.»

March 21, 1985 — September 11, 2017