Ditches - Days N Daze

I got these stomach knots I can’t untie

Scared to take another step without falling

Don’t know if it’s me I hate

Or all the fucked-up choices that I have made

I’m so desperate for a home

But I can’t stop myself from running

I get wasted and I’ll hide away

After 25 years

Through my jaded bitter edge

Just dry your tears

Cause there more to life

Proving that you’re worth a damn

When you’ve always been good enough

I baptized my sins

In the sweat of my sobriety

Of lonesome nights I spent by your side

The madness it lingers

Fragile framework of a stranger

Just carve another notch

Into this growing weary face

The fingerprints of innocence

Now laced with selfish lies

The time has run up

To feel sorry for yourself

I’ve spent so long

Holding my own two hands

After 25 years

Through my jaded bitter edge

But not everyone’s cruel

Not everyone’s trying to hurt you

Proving that you’re worth a damn

When you’ve always been good enough

After 25 years

I’ve traveled these roads

Let my grave lay in between these ditches

And carry me home

Carry me home