Suadade - Deadlights

You were ahead of the curve

From the start

I couldn’t tell that I was a step behind

Figured it out just in time to find you

Pulling my thread

Does it clear your head?

You’d gotten so good at playing the victim & system

I’d believe every single word you’d spew out of your mouth

You’d gotten so good at flipping the situation

You’re not a damsel in distress if the dragon pays you

Knives

Disguised as what I

Thought were attempts

To get me back

Have done exactly that

Can’t you hear my spine crack?

You were just doing the rounds again

I got caught up in the idea like I’m

Falling asleep in wet cement

That was Poured out

Without a sound Do you not feel guilt?

(Sinking into the ground)

Have you checked your moral compass cause it must be off tilt?

You were ahead of the curve

From the start

Truth knows truth and you’re looking kind of unfamiliar right now

I don’t want to see your face

You’ve crawled your way into my life somehow

You can take back the words you’ve said

But actions speak louder and yours scream instead

Recognize the hurt you’ve inflicted

Turn a blind eye to the ones you’ve affected

As long as you can maintain the attention

And your secret army of spies that you’ve

Set up to lie about your actions

I’m done.

It’s a battle that nobody can win

You were just doing the rounds again

I got caught up in the idea like I’m

Falling asleep in wet cement

That was Poured out

Without a sound Do you not feel guilt?

(Sinking into the ground)

Have you checked your moral compass cause it must be off tilt?

You were ahead of the curve

From the start

Mistakes are life lessons that we’re supposed to learn from

Tell me what I’ve learnt from this I swear there were none