Addicted -

I’m addicted to prostitutes

Like some men are to alcohol

Marsha planted the seed

She pushed me to the streets

From one ungrateful whore in my home

To hundreds on the strip

It was my only pleasure those ten years

I knew it’s a sin

But I can’t stop

I’m addicted

On the streets

I get so excited

It’s like I’m on fire

I pick them

We make a deal

I get so worked up

I build it all up

I fuck them or they suck me off

Then it’s over, and I’m just disgusted

Disgusted

I’m fucking sick

I’m sick at myself, but mostly sick at them

I cum

And here I am looking at this piece of human garbage

That I just had my dick in

Disgusting fucking whores are trash

They’re to be used, and thrown away

Whores are a menace

They need to be cleaned off the streets

Whores deserve a beating

Whores deserve to have their bodies broken

Whores deserve to have their breath choked out of them

I wish I could choke every last whore

Until the streets are clean

It wasn’t for sex

I don’t think that he enjoys sex, really, personally

If he did, he sure didn’t show it

He shows me his ID

I see that he is working at Kenworth

When I said, are you sure that

And he just

Wanna sit in the car

He wanted to go out in the woods

That’s when I knew something was strange

This is very strange, why do you wanna go out there?

Why can’t we do it here?

He starts choking me

Claiming I bit him

He does call me a bitch, I do remember that

Then, he tackles me to the ground and is smothering me

He’s on top of me at that time trying to choke me

I turned around somehow

You know, I tried my hardest to keep breathing, and to be able to get away

That’s all I could think about was trying to get away from him

I notice he’d get very excited

I thought many years he was out still looking for me

She got lucky

But I learned

I fucking learned, and so did the world