Down in a Hole - Depswa

Alone again in the darkness of the life that I call home

So long that I don’t know what else that there just might be

And the mirror is not like it used to be

Showing every unreachable destiny

But instead it’s reflecting the misery

Of a man full of fear that lives within me

Why do I feel like I’m down in a hole looking up again

Down in a hole I thought I’d never be again

Why do I feel like I’m down in a hole looking up again

Down in a hole and if no one sees my wave

It might just be my grave

The days grow long with the burning of the sun across my face

And I can’t place this dysfunctional feeling that I have inside of me

There was no one ever stopped me from falling down

While this casket lies waiting within the ground

All the questions are still just mysteries

While the hole gets deeper here within me

Why do I feel like I’m down in a hole looking up again

Down in a hole I thought I’d never be again

Why do I feel like I’m down in a hole looking up again

Down in a hole and if no one sees my wave

It might just be my grave

And the lonely cold uncertainty is near

Within my mind I know the worst has just begun

There’s a heartless numbing killing me down here

That won’t let go of my life to set me free

Why do I feel like I’m down in a hole looking up again

Down in a hole I thought I’d never be again

Why do I feel like I’m down in a hole looking up again

Down in a hole and if no one sees my wave

It might just be my grave

Why does life feel like this endless hole

That’s big enough to bend my dreams and to lose my soul

And why though I scream out doesn’t anybody know

I’m down in a hole and if no one sees my wave

It might just be my grave