Shadows of My Life - Desdemona

When I was younger I used to believe

My life would get better as I lived

Look at this old boy who is older inside

His inner hunger, I don’t know why

They just wanted to decide for me

A new generation for a family tree

I got no results but I’m doing all my best

And I want a chance to try again

I don’t care about fatherland

Too many times he raised his hand

For a strong morality

He gave me no excuses

I’m sick of it all

And I’ll never be quiet

There’s no satisfaction in living this life

That brings me closer to a bitter disease

I try to forget but I’ll never be pleased

I’m split inside but I try to be one

And all the colours I see they confuse me

No more reasons to stop running and to rest

Now I’ve got a chance to try again

I don’t care about fatherland

Too many times he raised his hand

For a strong morality

He gave me no excuses

Shadows of my life

Will my dreams come true tonight?

Shadows of my life

I’m telling you next time

Can you read this story inside my eyes?

Innocence’s something I’ve been losing soon

I’m still screaming for all the lies that I was told

Still they are trying to change my mind

Memories to forget my tears

Increasing my lust they will disappear

Maybe it’s time to rise and stand

Behind my smile a desperate cry

Memories will deny my past

I’m here to see and understand

I won’t live for yesterday anymore

It’s finally time to deify my body

Shadows of my life

Will my dreams come true tonight?

Shadows of my life

I’m telling you next time

Shadows of my life

Will my dreams come true tonight?

Shadows of my life

I’m telling you next time