Self - Disgrace

I learn something new everyday

Hate myself in a brand new way

I will escape the ways of a life burnt down and rebuilt

I’ll finally escape this guilt

I foresee the way I want to be but my head is busted

I wish it was easy

Slow release from my sanity

Choking on nothing

I should just breathe

Sickened by restlessness

Fiending for acceptance

But all I feel is pain surrounding me

Binding me, crushing me, lying to me

Motherfuckers fronting

I need to live

I belong to me