Beyond the Flesh - Disincarnate

Paralyzed as my life slips away

I’m mortified by my disease

Terrified of my mortality

But doomed to find what lies beyond

My conscience reawakens

As I she’d my mortal shell

Drifting in the memories

Of a once embodied life

Lost beyond the carnal realm

Absorbed in desolation

Trapped within this labyrinth

Of faded recollection

Deceased and yet my mind remains

Endless mental excruciation

Tormented thorough memory

No life beyond the flesh

My body rotting in the grave

Its vital essence gone

My spirit writhes in nothingness

Serenity has been denied me

Afterlife of suffering

In immortal unconsciousness

I’m agonised eternally

By absence of flesh

Deceased and yet my mind remains

Endless mental excruciation

Tormented thorough memory

Why can’t I rest in peace?

Wallowing in empty pain

I’m plagued with lust to live again

Damned to spent eternity

In disembodied misery

Imprisoned in this solitary hell

Anguished by visions of life

In mourning of my tortured destiny

Tantalized forevermore