So Many Tears - DJ Holiday, Trae Tha Truth

Holiday Season

As I fear no one but God

Though I walk through the valley of death

If I should die before I wake, please God walk with me

Take a nigga to heaven, for real

Back in elementary I couldn’t dodge Misery

I was alone pain ever been a friend to me

Looking back I only thought about me staying the back

Rolled off with the shit got a K in the back

I was taught send them at yo face never your back

Niggas better salute the truth never play em for whack

Feel like i’m sinking i was stuck in the rain

Can’t change voices in ma head yelling ma name

This dreams was all in ma mental nothing was gentle

Swiss here tryna stay on track no instrumental

All they ever got was bad news brother in the cell doing mandatory life

Tell the judge go to hell i’m in guerilla no never take no nights off

All they do is rap, thuggin till they lights off

If i could stop em fuck it I would and i’m ridin with em

And if it’s really against the will fuck it i’m ridin with em

Father forgive me for they say nothing’s promised to kids like us

I get it Lord I suffer through the years, I shed so many tears

What’s funny is, they say stress can be the best friend of so many tears

I say fuck em both Lord I suffer through the years, I shed so many tears

I ain’t a killer but I did what you niggas done push me

I got a chopper yeah let’s fuck em come play me for pussy

Am I insane how I think about merking the devil

Father forgive me for my sis I stay with this

I’m seeing homicide baby too many get murdered

And I don’t know who coming for me they ain’t tryna get murdered

And I ain’t tryna see the penitentiary ma nigga brother missing for a century

(fucked up)

Ain’t had luck since I left out ma momma

And I ain’t had peace so i’m playing with drama

Ain’t no one hunnid with the truth better add em a comma

I’m here to terrorise a nigga bin laden osama

I feel ma vision kinda blurry I owed niggas revenge

I’m tryna see it in a hurry

Father forgive me for they say nothing’s promised to kids like us

I get it Lord I suffer through the years, I shed so many tears

What’s funny is, they say stress can be the best friend of so many tears

I say fuck em both Lord I suffer through the years, I shed so many tears