The Bizzare - Docman

I’m sorry but I think that your my obsession

Tryna get you here out that relationship

I usually respect but in this situation

I think its safe to say we got a situationship

Stole my heart at a young age

Didn’t know what I was thinking of

7 years later on the last page

To finally understand that the boy in love

You say that you love me and that messed wit my head

And I say that I need you but you left me for dead

And as soon as I finally lay it down you wake up

Making a bond I never could try to break up

And now you gone just don’t go too far

You only person I know that can heal this scar

Damn I feel like a fool sitting here at this bar

Drinking away the memories my feelings feeling bizarre oh god

Don’t go to far

It feels like a lifetime away

You took my heart

And I don’t see it coming back

No I don’t see it coming back

My life hella ugly you the only thing pretty

Got me circling around til my decision get dizzy

And confused on what I want but when I want what I want

Its gone Im tryna get it back but its slippery

Do you miss me? Are you happy? Is that really how you feel

See you going through the motions but is everything real

Do he love you like I love you do he make your even better

Does he see the future you and all the greatness of your treasure

I saw the body over there but the heart over here

Now the body over there and the heart is in fear

Of never ever seeing connection but its seeing them tears

All too familiar with the let down still its seeming too weird

And when we finally make up I feel like its made up

All the distance between us made a couple things change up

Never get back what we use to with out seeing the scar

I guess its better we not together but its still so bizarre

Don’t go to far

It feels like a lifetime away

You took my heart

And I don’t see it coming back

No I don’t see it coming back

Im on my pivot reaching for the ceiling

Wishing you were here while im tryna make a killing

Life changed we went our separate ways

And you got the heart to tell ya moms im the one to blame

See its real out here I never stepped out on you once

So lets get that clear plenty women tried to interfere

I never let it happen i was really tryna build

Prepare for a future see for you I would’ve killed

But you never let me show you love and how I really feel

People telling me to let it go not knowing it was real

Picture living with a demon its some things im getting used to

In the moment you was down to ride but that’s used to

Found out ya step moms hated a nigga

And I noticed the second that she was making a difference

I told you that I loved you but you never did listen

And now ya having babies from another nigga I don’t get ya

Don’t go too far

It feels like a lifetime away

Don’t go too far

Cause I don’t see it coming back

I don’t see it coming back