Hate Myself (Voice Memo) - Dodie

Could it be different?

Did I ruin the day?

Oh, do you look angry?

Oh, what did I say?

Filling in the gaps, build a problem that

Neither of us needs, something wrong with me

I’m getting desperate, losing my mind

Oh, how do we get here, every time?

One will fold their arms, one will do the dance

Really is no need, something wrong with me

No, I don’t think I can help it

Oh, so illogical, I’m not magical, I can’t read your mind

But how can you not hear the whole conversation?

I have, sitting still with a brain on fire

I know, it’s a me-thing

Eyes closed — isn’t helping?

When you go quiet, I hate myself

When you go quiet, I hate myself

Look at you sideways, playing a game

Oh, what if I laugh now, I think I’m insane

Filling in the gaps, build a problem that

Neither of us needs, something wrong with me

Pushing a boundary, something to prove

A strong expectation, you already lose

Oh, one will fold their arms, one will do the dance

Really is no need, something wrong with me

No, I don’t think I can help it

Oh, so illogical, I’m not magical, I can’t read your mind

But how can you not hear the whole conversation?

I have, sitting still with a brain on fire

I know, it’s a me-thing

Eyes closed — isn’t helping?

When you go quiet, I hate myself

When you go quiet, I hate myself

Hmm, hmm

Give me a mystery

Maybe they’ll bloom for me

It’s always the quiet ones

Oh, something here must be done

I’m hoping I’m ready here

I don’t think they get me, dear

I’m only proving how

I’m only worth losing now

Give me a mystery, maybe they’ll bloom for me

It’s always the quiet ones, something here must be done

I’m hoping I’m ready here, don’t think they get me, dear

I don’t think they get me, dear

Give me a mystery, maybe they’ll bloom for me

It’s always the quiet ones, something that must be done

I’m hoping I’m ready here, don’t think they get me, dear

I don’t think they get me, dear

I don’t think

I can help it

I don’t think

When you go quiet, I hate myself

I don’t think

I can help it

No, I don’t think

When you go quiet, I hate myself

Mmm, mmm

(Yeah!)