TO WHOEVER - DPR LIVE

I remember the life I had in Guam

The beach, the way the water felt

The warm sunlight on my skin

Shit, life was pretty good

I really miss those days

But then again, I hated school

I hated how people shouted at me

For looking different

Calling me names

Just because of my skin color, you know?

But I didn’t really care

As long as my mom and dad were smiling

I thought nothing could go wrong

What could go wrong?

(Nothing) nothing

What could… nothing

Two thousand seven, February fourth

I was packing my things

And I was leaving for Korea

I didn’t know why at the time

All I knew was I had to say goodbye

To the place I called home

And say hello to…

Mister sun shine

I ain’t got no time yeah

Mister fast car

I don’t want no ride no

Mister city lights

I don’t want no fight

I don’t want to hide

I don’t want to lie

And I want to know why?

Why I had to feel incomplete

Every second of my week

Like why I had to have 3 jobs

Just to stay on my feet

Why I had to enlist in the army

Before I could even speak

Or why my dad had to be diagnosed with something

He couldn’t beat… cancer (Cancer, cancer, cancer, cancer)

Honestly, it felt like death

But he was facing death

So I was confused

I remember asking myself

Where do we go when we die?

Hell?

Heaven?

Do we enter a void?

Space?

Reincarnation?

Where do we go?

Where do we go?

Where do we go?

Too many questions with no answers

Where do we go?

God I don’t know!

Where do I go?

Now fast forward 5 years

(Coming To You Live)

IITE COOL

I guess a lot has happened since then

But here I am asking myself the same questions