Walk - Earnest, Sadeipa

Note to self

I know yesterday wasn’t perfect

Stressing out

My fingertips is in my eyelids

Look for love but yet

I don’t know where to find it

Is this a maze or a curse

See I would call you

But honestly

You don’t like to hit me back

And once I told you let’s end it

There was a moment of silence

And an exchanging of words

But yeah I get it

I been through it too

It’s condescending

I’ll take a drag of w*** or poison

To forget the motions

But never works

Need my fixture of forget

I’ll put this steel across my veins

If you don’t get outside my head

But you know what

The truth is

I was scared

Bout the feelings that I felt you weren’t there

Never tried to listen

See you was always f****** right

We would just yell

And every night

We’d come back to our senses

Like listen babe

I really hate it when you act dismissive

And while you angry

We just fuck and start another argument

Keep it, real babe

I know it’s early but

The hell you gon find like me

To be us

This is more

Just a symptom

Caught a bug

Need your cinnamon skin

On top my tastebuds

Probably angry but

I just hope you hear me

And now it’s all gone

Now it’s all gone