Letting Go - Ekoh, Cameron Calloway

If there’s a million ways to say goodbye

And then I’ve practiced a million and one times

Yeah, read every card and letter that we wrote

Like who the fuck is that person I think I used to know?

And I’m not talkin' about you, I’m talkin' me

Like I’ve been oblivious, the changes that are happening

You ever wake up realizing that you fell off track?

Look in the mirror and you got a stranger looking back

Danger, danger, I’m really taking a toll this time

And I’m bettin' and I believe, so my principals tryna toll the line

I can’t complain because it’s probably just a phase

When I know I have to explain it to my friends and they won’t understand

Energy drained from tryna blow on the flame, but I suffocated the oxygen

I guess it didn’t go as planned

Standing at the years without a thought to where to go

They say the life is pain, so fuck it, there’s the road

Spare the show, 'cause we already know the ending, huh?

I heard the sound before I realized the door was shut

You know what?

I am fucked up

But more than that, I’m so done with wearing it like a fuckin' badge

I sold my soul but now I want it back

Tryna recapture the feelings that I used to have

Yeah, you want a martyr?

Then kill me first

They say the death is really feeling worse

But when I find out, I’ll let you know

I’m sorry, I’m not sorry for finally lettin' go

I want to let you go

But your love is all I know

Won’t you save me from my soul?

The hardest part is

Letting go, oh

Letting go, oh

Letting go, oh, ooh

The hardest part is

Letting go, oh

Letting go, oh, ooh

Yeah, and I know we probably could’ve work this out

The second time, the third time, the fourth time around

And it gets dizzy and then we back off, we act, wail, fuck up and then we back

on

Like how does that makes sense?

I’m tryna level here

I guess the water seeks its own and that’s been crystal clear

Today, to day is like the same and all the nerves are shut

Then slur talk got you thinkin', you ain’t heard a lot

I used to fear the day you leave, but now it’s worse to wait

And tear me up like I’ve been rubbing on this grip tape

I’m feeling misplaced, mismatched and misfiled

I miss the old me, miss love and miss smiles

Yeah, I can’t explain the way you pull the strings but

I’m not a puppet Geppetto, like what the fuck you think?

You want a ring but only run me 'round in circles for it

And got me stuck right in the middle, like a fucking chorus

Of course it’s not just you, I’ve got some issues too

But this is not some shit that I need to fix with you

You listen to all of these songs that you go find enlightenment

But you can’t even find me and I’m the one who writes it

So light this, fire burnt down the bridge

Cut these ties to the words on your lips

And next time you speak of me I’ll be gone, I’ll be, gone…

I want to let you go (Wanna let you know)

But your love is all I know (All I know)

Won’t you save me from my soul?

(Save me from my soul)

The hardest part is (Hardest part is)

Letting go, oh

Letting go, oh

Letting go, oh, ooh

The hardest part is

Letting go, oh

Letting go, oh, ooh

The hardest part is…

Save me from my soul

Save me from my soul

The hardest part is

Letting go, oh

Letting go, oh, ooh

The hardest part is

Letting go, oh

Letting go, oh, ooh