Playground - Eldest 11

I adore how you embed yourself, and break off in shards

I feel so exposed.

I’ve never been a hero

But you can count my blood and count the lacerations

In the stitches when I come!

Less time to decode…(she loves that cigarette)

Under the moon…

Less time to decode…

She can be a cavity ripping her way through

She’ll make a mess of you.

I got my first addiction

It’s blowing up my chest.

Lies are beautiful!

Then I come undone

Less time to decode…(she loves that cigarette)

Under the moon…

Less time to decode…

And I overdose!

The feelings rush inside!

(Like a hurricane)

I can’t stay sober!

And I overdose!

The feelings rush inside!

(Like a hurricane)

I can’t stay sober!

Sometimes you regulate, lubricate, take it on faith

Notate everything you hate and break it off in the wound

And I overdose!

The feelings rush inside!

(Like a hurricane)

I can’t stay sober!

And I overdose!

The feelings rush inside!

(Like a hurricane)

I can’t stay sober!

That’s all!

I couldn’t stop twitching!

And I overdose!

The feelings rush inside!

(Like a hurricane)

I can’t stay sober!

And I overdose!

The feelings rush inside!

(Like a hurricane)

I can’t stay sober!

That’s all!

I did it and let you down!

You got nothing to say

Don’t waste your time trying

Can’t make me so we grow further apart

And this is me alone

I just want to feel good

And never take back anything!

Tell me when it’s over

You never take any time

You never wanted to rhyme

I’ll see you in the overdose!