Sojourn - Eldest 11

I’m all alone… Stripped down to the bone

Thinking of all the possibilities I may never see

Because there is no depth to me

I never cared much, but I know there is a way

But hey (you know) I get so tired of the world…

And having to FIGHT FOR EVERYTHING!

Even a fucking breath…

But I still go on and on.

Even though I watched you perish

You’re gone

After years and years that’s not so easy for me

I would let the memories rest in peace

But I can’t from the scars on my hands and knees

So am I wrong?

For feeling the way I do.

It’s all I know

I got in the habit of losing

So am I wrong?

For feeling the way I do.

It’s all I know

TOO fight, Preserve, PUSH AWAY BECAUSE I LOVE

I know there is a way

I need to leave my dreams and walk away

Stop walking, sit down to rest, kiss and talk and love the days

I use to want to be big and do BIG things…

But hey (you know) I get so tired of the world…

And having to FIGHT FOR EVERYTHING!

Even a fucking breath…

But I still go on and on.

Even though I watched you perish

You’re gone

After years and years that’s not so easy for me

I would let the memories rest in peace

But I can’t from the scars on my hands and knees

So am I wrong?

For feeling the way I do.

It’s all I know

I got in the habit of losing

So am I wrong?

For feeling the way I do.

It’s all…

TOO fight, Preserve, PUSH AWAY BECAUSE I LOVE

Sick Sad World My Home

Sick Sad World We Own

Sick Sad World My Home

Sick Sad World I Know

It’s not a home…