Leaves Me Wondering - Eleanor McEvoy, David Kitt

I sit and stare at you and wonder, how I’d feel if you weren’t here

I think you’re scared of going under, so much more than you appear

It’s not that I would be more capable than you would

I’d go on, that I know

I just wonder how my life would be without you,

So do you I suppose,

So do you I suppose,

It leaves me wondering if you love me,

It leaves me wondering if I care

It leaves me wondering if you love me,

and it leaves me wondering if I care

Common decency requires me not to act on how I feel,

Common sense conspires to warn me to behave in spite of me,

So I impose on you the thoughts that lie within me Be they mine

Be they yours

Trying to guess what you are thinking when you’re silent

But I can’t be sure,

No I can’t be sure

It leaves me wondering if you love me,

It leaves me wondering if I care

It leaves me wondering if you love me,

and it leaves me wondering if I care

Do I care?

Are we so beyond repair?

Or is everything okay?

When I leave it up to you

You don’t tell me either way

It leaves me wondering if you love me,

It leaves me wondering if I care

It leaves me wondering if you love me,

and it leaves me wondering if I care

It leaves me wondering if you love me,

It leaves me wondering if I care

It leaves me wondering if you love me,

and it leaves me wondering if I care