I Am Sick - Elwood Stray

What if the world’s getting better

What if my faith is restored in humanity

Will I still question what I hear

Or will I eat what you force fed me since my birth

All the rules, all the lies

You told me to respect

So one day I will fit in this world as one

Of your marionettes

Easy to control

By pulling the strings on your own

Enough is enough

Once I agreed with your thoughts

But now it makes me sick

All the words you’ve said

Won’t stuck in my head

And I can’t take it no more

I’ve spent my whole life

Fit in your world of lies

But I don’t need you to survive

I admit my mind is infected

By all the doubts I have when I hear you speaking

I know what i am

A failure in the system

Never ask, never question what is said

A disease, that needs to be treated

I can still hear you talking in my head

If I’m really sick cause I am who I am

I’ll stay sick

Let us stay sick

All the words you’ve said

Won’t stuck in my head

And I can’t take it no more

I’ve spent my whole life

Fit in your worlds of lies

But i don’t need you to survive

All you showed me to be

Just to feel like me

And I can’t take it no more

Now on the edge of life

Don’t need you by my side

Cause my walls won’t break

And I will survive

Sick