In Vain - Emergency Gate

You always think I am, I am the one to bear the blame

But you don’t even admit you’re the leader of the shame

I can’t tell you how much I hate you right now

I hope you’ll find out, someday, somehow

You showed me that all my deeds where in vain

I offered my life, my thoughts, my fear

I walked back to the roots of this hell

To freak out myself

Did you ever know what’s right or wrong?

I wish that I could fly out of hell

And from destiny’s fall

How could I’ve been so blind?

Cheated from behind

You’ve always been with her

You told me you’ve been nowhere

I gave you all I had but it seemed not to be enough

'Cause you were drunken like times before

All you do is treating, treating me roughly, abject

Do you feel, do you feel a belonging anymore?

… anymore?

You taught me how to hate you

I admit you taught me well

But I’m tired of hating you

How could I’ve been so blind?

Cheated from behind

You’ve always been with her

You told me you’ve been nowhere

You taught me how to hate you

I admit you taught me well

But I’m tired of hating you

'Cause I have enough of going through hell

'Cause I have enough of going through hell

Of going through hell

You always think I am, I am the one to bear the blame

But you don’t even admit you’re the leader of the shame

I can’t tell you how much I hate you right now

I hope you’ll find out, someday, somehow

How could I’ve been so blind?

Cheated from behind

You’ve always been with her

You told me you’ve been nowhere

Nowhere!