Devils - Empty Handed

I got my eyes closed

I am lost in memories

And it still gets worse

I will always be too weak to let go

Where is the point in this?

I can’t forget anything

So, you know, I can’t see things clearly

And I’ll always keep in mind what’s meaningless

And if this made you happy

I have no reason to be with you anyway

‘You never feel comfortable in company of people', she said

‘That's why you’re whole life is meant to fail.'

But I am.

I’m still breathing

I’m not able to forget

I carry everyone who came and went inside my head

This is the sound of my heart beating and beating and beating

I can’t ever finish what I’ve started

I am afraid of heights, that’s the murdered child within

Nothing’s harder than trying to repair the wings of someone that never learnt

to fly

I know, I could have fallen deeper

Day in, day out, I lie awake and I won’t move

And I know the voices in my head will never leave

But I believe in everything that happens in between all the goodbyes

You’re the sweet devils of my past

You keep scaring me in silent nights

No matter how hard I try not to listen

There will always be a lingering sound

In my life, the sky is something that I could never reach

That’s why I felt useless every time my heart has been broken

[You're the sweet devils of my past

You keep scaring me in silent nights.] 2x