Nisi Credideritis, Non Intelligetis - Enochian Theory

And i think… It's as i thought, Getting nowhere pretty fast.

The answer is for me… and me only.

Slightly… Self indulgent.

Slightly… Selfish.

Slightly… All those things that make up my…

Mind…

Slightly… Hopeful.

Slightly… Caring but scared…

But mainly… All those things that make up my…

Mind…

Yeah, It’s like you didn’t notice… All the things that hold you back,

Losing an objective focus… Now pity the fool, pity the fool.

And it’s like you didn’t care for this… All the things haunting inside…

And it’s like you didn’t notice…

Scratching… and waiting… and seeing… and playing the game.

Observing it collapse…(watch it all)…as they fold in… upon themselves.

Constantly… try to find redemption.

A way back to myself from this latest

addiction… And now…

…I appreciate, a dew more… things I… took for… granted, but…

always too late…

To take an interest in, 'a you and me'…What you afraid of?

Being…

…aware that… I'm not… the…only one… in this… relationship…

selfish little manchild…

And it makes the stains in my bed more cunning,

Makes the scratches on my back that much more telling…

Yeah, It’s like you never dealt with this…

All the confusion built up inside,

Yeah it’s like you didn’t notice…

Yeah, you didn’t notice…

And as it comes apparent to me,

I’m reeling and feeling for a change,

And it’s like I didn’t notice…

Till it’s always too…

Late…

If i could have that time again…

I’d…walk…clear…

Can’t look back, Must look forward… Embrace the chance… Here…

Then breathe… Deeply…

Then seek a reason…