I'm Only Fooling Myself - Eric Martin

I don’t judge my memory anymore

I can’t tell if things are better than they were before

But this heart of mine is ready to believe

Long lost lover comes back home

And the life-long friend

Can’t stand being alone

Until the morning comes

And you have to leave

Then I see you on the street

Holding on to someone else

Who even looks like me

Seems like…

I’m only fooling myself

I’m playing games with my heart and soul

I know that fooling myself

It can be dangerous, dangerous

If I lose control

I’m only fooling myself

I’m playing games with my heart and soul

Everybody knows fooling yourself

Can be dangerous, dangerous

When you lose control

When you’ve only got yourself to blame

Well, when you asked if I could take you in

It was harder than it should have been

'Cos you were always search good company

And last night you wanted to stay

But in the morning you just slipped away

Without sayin' goodbye

And maybe that was just a dream

Well I’m easy when it comes to being unkind

And yes I need a little bit of love on the side

Than the truth begins to hurt

It gets too hard to hide

I’m only fooling myself

I’m playing games with my heart and soul

I know that fooling myself

Can be dangerous, dangerous

If I lose control

I’m only fooling myself

I’m playing games with my heart and soul

If I use sleight of hand

To make you reappear

Still I can’t be sure

What is and isn’t real

I’m only fooling myself

I’m playing games with my heart and soul

I know that fooling myself

Can be dangerous, dangerous

If I lose control

I’m only fooling myself

I’m playing games with my heart and soul

Everybody knows fooling yourself

Can be dangerous, dangerous

If you lose control