while i do nothing - Evan Carr, Bruiser

Funny how they always call it a «good"bye

When all i ever really felt was a big lie

I’ll never play it off like this was nice try

I’m settling for nothing, lay me down on a land mine

Am i numb?

Is this anything i want?

Past the point, where i’m done

Should i still be holding on?

Ill say i’m disappointed

Truth is i’m just annoyed it’s

Not what i really wanted

One more word i’m wasting my breath (fuck)

It’s a cover up

What i say to myself

Feelings bottled up

I’m all alone and i’m trapped in this hell

No signs just yet but i’m still trusting

That you’ll be back it’s so disgusting

Are you gone or are you bluffing

You’re in my head while i do nothing

You never called it out so now you’re sitting by yourself

Down and out, i’ll play my part — did you play your cards right?

So don’t get teary-eyed in my demise

Is it a point to make or am I missing something?

I’ll say i’m disappointed but i’m just annoyed

It’s not what i wanted don’t waste my breath

While i do nothing, it brings you back

Try my best to just leave you in the past

Are you gone yet?

Are you bluffing?

In my head while i do nothing