Let It Rain - Şevin

I know sleep is related to death so its do or die

They said the sky is the limit, I’m shooting high

Unless I got court i ain’t in a suit and tie

All star in this block sport since Junior High

I’d be a lie if I said it had no effect

Gang of homies died trying to be a Boeing Jet

That means fly if you ain’t knowing yet

Most never know its two sides until the coin is set

Nigga, my mental issues got issues

Raised on the block if they diss you pop pistols

I got more dead friends than I can count now

And I don’t wear watch don’t like to see my countdown

The hood will think you balling if you weigh a few

You try to help them but its hard when they betraying you

I see its finna be a like summer hold on, Hello?

(Yo is Sevin there?) naw nigga wrong number

Its so hard loving, heart ain’t budging

When your this deep in the game

I’m so used to this weather

I’m like let it rain

Yea

And its hard to feel the sun when your hearts cold

Feeling like a blind man at an art show

I be drinking all night to the bar’s closed popping narcos

Until I’m higher than a stars nose

Life’s cooking me slow over the charcoals

Packed for the guilt trip got a whole car load

Did they jump the gun or did I start slow

Tried to read between them lines, bar-code

I know I’ll receive what I’m praying for

If I can stay on knees like I’m laying floors

It takes work to be great what you playing for

This worlds seems fake so I stay in doors

(I don’t want to fail you no no), I swear I don’t

(So much I want to tell you Lord)

I got so many sins to confess

I can’t wait to put an end to this stress, yes

And this is for my two brothers

Rest in peace man the streets miss you

I’m still here wishing I can sleep with you

They say its wrong to fornicate but without sex

Me and death would have a boring date

My tears don’t fall from my broken eyes

I guess its like trying to make the ocean cry

I’m prepared for them all though I hope I die

When I see you Lord I hope your arms is open wide

Soaked in pride for the gang threw my soul aside

Trying to live a double life like there’s no divide

I’m so cold inside lost without your warming love

Cursed to walk with no umbrella in a storm of blood

Is my pain and my stress worth mentioning

I feel so chained to the flesh that I’m tempted in

I was not with it before but I repent for sin

And I hear you knocking at the door, so enter in