1208 - Extortionist

Restless nights, just a kid in the streets

In a dead end town with bottles at my feet

No where to turn I fucking lie and weep

I lie and weep

Drowning in misery, wash away the pain

Trying hard just to make it through the day

So i laid my fucking conscious to waste

And i’m not proud of the decisions I’ve made

Terminally ill inside my head

Just take another pill so you can forget

Drown yourself in a bottle

Spend your days wishing you were fucking dead

Restless nights these streets are filled with deceit

They lie through their teeth, thrive on perpetual greed

So they can get their fix of sympathy

This is where I never wanted to be

Your stuck inside a sick and twisted mentality

Living life inside a jaded reality

I’m done falling victim to all of your lies

I’m taking back what’s mine

I’m taking back what is mine

These kids think they know pain, but they know nothing

You front so fucking tough, but you fool no one

Lie through your teeth just for the attention

You wear a mask of your own synthetic depression

Now when reality spits in your face, you’ll rot with me at the bottom,

sinking in shame

Until you’re in your fucking grave

Walk a mile in my shoes and there will be no comprehension of what it’s like to

feel this way

Cause when reality spits in your face you’ll rot with me at the bottom,

sinking in shame

Until you’re in your fucking grave