Sun Awake - Feared

Story of my life keeps repeating

A lot to deal with but I don’t have the urge

Bringing me down

I lost control and I can’t handle it

This condition won’t change, until I shoot it up

It’s how I deal with it

I’m feeling empty

My bones are weak

It spreads through my body

My problems fade away

In control

Fighting my demons

On my own

You can’t see me as I’m dissolving

As the dark fills my veins

I’m stronger now

Taking on the world

Invincible

Nothing can hurt me

I’m in control and I’m unstoppable

Just for a minute I feel vigorous

And with time it’s creeping back

Lessened bliss

Depressing senses

And chaos returns

I need one more shot please give it to me

I promise this will be the last time

For me