Save Me From Myself - Fiction 8

I’m switching off the lights

It’s much too bright for me in here

The walls are gaining, closing in

It’s all I can do to fight this fear.

In the mirror all I see

Reflecting what I used to be

Hold on to the things I say

And I would give it all away

With everything you tried

To save me from myself

Everyday you watched me die

I guess that’s just as well

The beckoning it calls to me

A break within my palacy

Longing to go to wander away

I’m trapped within these walls I made

In the mirror all I see

The emptiness inside of me

Everything i meant to say

And I would give it all away

With everything you tried

To save me from myself

Everyday you watched me die

I guess that’s just as well

So now that I am gone

Beyond my only soul (?)

Now you can’t watch me fall

I sit in here and wonder how

I find the strength to carry on

But I can’t help but wonder if

You’ll recognise me when I’m gone

In the mirror all I see

What is all insanity

All the things you used to say

And I would give it all away

With everything you tried

To save me from myself

Everyday you watched me die

I guess that’s just as well