Splinter - Fractures

I’m not thinking right

Darker shapes are creeping in, slowly unsettling

Do I believe my doubts

They’re clawing at my interests, but I’m not indifferent

I don’t want to limp back home, I don’t want to look like struggling

Acting on the things I know, maybe I should leave this place for a while

I don’t want to limp back home, I don’t want to wake up wondering why

I don’t want to look back on, everything without an answer

Funny feeling like

The next decision is, attached to a permanence

And I spend my nights in the midst of sleeping

Jaw clamped tight and I’m sick of it

Feel my whole mouth splintering

And the pain runs down my fingers

And the whole thing comes undone but I know there’s a reason there

Only I can’t see it yet

I don’t want to limp back home, I don’t want to look like struggling

Acting on the things I know, maybe I should leave this place for a while

I don’t want to limp back home, I don’t want to wake up wondering why

I don’t want to look back on, everything without an answer