Better Have Burn Heal - Free Throw

I’m stuck inside a body that I don’t like

Sometimes I try at night to turn out all the lights

And pretend that I am in the shape to fight

Every weight that’s caving in on my body and mind alike

And I was just trying to make things better

For myself

For my health

Shit, I feel like someone else and that’s not right

I’m not alright

This isn’t right

I’m not alright

I’ve caught myself avoiding mirrors like the plague

I try to write down some self-praise

But I can’t even fill the page

I feel afraid

I feel alone

Feel like a captive in my own bones

And I need out

But I’m so in doubt

I’ve caught myself avoiding mirrors like the plague

I try to write down some self-praise

But I can’t even fill the page

I feel afraid

I feel alone

Feel like a captive in my own bones

And I need out

But I’m so in doubt

I’m trying everything I can to help

I just want to love myself

I just want to love myself

I’m hurting more than anyone can tell

I just want to love myself

I just want to love myself

I want to love myself

I just want to love myself

I just want to love myself

I just want to love myself

I just want to love myself