People Are Getting Old - Friska Viljor

The people around me

Keeps getting older and older

I’m thinking if it’s me

That has fallen out of the track

The wives and the children

Has never been close for me

But now I’m in panic

So afraid of falling behind

So afraid of falling behind

I’m afraid of falling behind

I’m thirty plus something

I should have gotten further in life

But I’m still here stomping

Like I was fourteen or something

I think of the future

I can’t see anything changing

This life that’s before me

I don’t wanna do it again

I don’t wanna do it again

I just don’t want to do it again

I’m waiting for something

But nothing happens if I don’t get it done myself

I’m too shy, I’m stuck here

I’m trying to reach out

But all I do is done out of my normal self

This heart won’t give up yet

I’m still here in panic

Thinking I could be better at something

This life is not meant for

Thinking about what’s never been done

This weight that’s upon me

Soon has to be lifted away

Or else I’ll go under

I don’t want to be here no more

I don’t want to be here no more

I just don’t want to be here no more