So Close, so Far Away - Futuristic

What the fuck am I gon' do now

I shoulda got my college degree

It seem like everybody moving on

But nobody saved the seat for me

I’m scrolling through my phone

Texting bitches that I know

But I just can’t seem to get a reply

I’m staring in the mirror

I see the fear of failure in my eyes

I don’t know what else I can try

I’m drowning in a sea, my emotions

Destiny ain’t in your hands

I did the most, but can’t control it

Soul is broken, feeling hopeless

But no moping, still been going

Don’t smoke, but lately I’m smoking

Fourth quarter, feel like I’m choking

I spit my dough, I’m the brokest

Still feel my flow, it’s the coldest

My story, I just retold it

Over and over and over

But I’m so close and I’m so far

And I’m so dope, that’s what I thought

I’m working hard, I’m working smart

But I’m still stuck in the same spot

Somebody help me, somebody help me, somebody help me

I try to get wealthy, just wanna pay my bills

Uh, somebody help me, somebody help me, somebody help me

Or I’m 'bout to end this shit for real, so

What the fuck am I gon' do now

I shoulda got my college degree

It seem like everybody moving on

But nobody saved the seat for me

I’m scrolling through my phone

Texting bitches that I know

But I just can’t seem to get a reply

I’m staring in the mirror

I see the fear of failure in my eyes

I don’t know what else I can try

Looking at pictures from all my friends graduations

Smiles on their families faces, nothing but happy occasions

Marriages, having babies, I ain’t close to that at all

My relationship with this music, made my others fall apart

And I can’t talk about this shit for nothing

Nobody comprehends it, they see the ending

But don’t get I had to start to finish

You wanna do it, too?

The truth is, I don’t recommend it

Politics and money’s what matters, fuck if you extra gifted

Best of wishes to the women that I’ve loved and lost

Drifting through these conversations

Sifting through my other thoughts

Awkward tension, 'cause we both know that it’s over

Emotional Rollercoaster, starting to become my favorite song, so

What the fuck am I gon' do now

I shoulda got my college degree

It seem like everybody moving on

But nobody saved the seat for me

I’m scrolling through my phone

Texting bitches that I know

But I just can’t seem to get a reply

I’m staring in the mirror

I see the fear of failure in my eyes

I don’t know what else I can try

What the fuck am I gon' do now

I shoulda got my college degree

It seem like everybody moving on

But nobody saved the seat for me

I’m scrolling through my phone

Texting bitches that I know

But I just can’t seem to get a reply