Free Association - Gordi, Helado Negro

I’m envious of sheets that wrap around you

And my hopelessness in how I feel about you

Is it dangerous to love you like I love you

I just don’t know

I just don’t know how to love you less

I was in Detroit and on the phone

As I stood by the ice machine

We lost the connection

And the dread began to ripple through me

Oh all the back and forth

The oscillation, isolation all we know

I’ll cling to free association

Walk through buried cities below

I’m envious of sheets that wrap around you

And my hopelessness in how I feel about you

Is it dangerous to love you like I love you

I just don’t know

I just don’t know how to love you less

I can see your face it’s like a mirror

Vacant or occupied

This terrible Red Roof that I am in

So I won’t see you for a while

I want to feel you breathe heavily on me

Want to take for granted all I need

And just sit with you silently