Amnesia - Gorilla Zoe

Should be in bed

I’m in my head

Pacing the living room floor

I know that I

Could be happy instead

But I can not take anymore

A downward spiral I’m in

Binging Again

My friends are nowhere to be found

I’m in this labyrinth again

Just me and my sins

Picking my faith off the ground

I’ve been lost before

I’ve been found again

Knocking on heaven’s door

They won’t let me in

I push my thoughts aside

I won’t remember them

I put the drugs inside

So I get lost again

And get amnesia (I just want to forget, I just want to forget)

Amnesia

I just want to forget

I just want to forget

Everything that I did

Amnesia

I cheated, I cheated

Why in the fuck did I lie

Your heart was mistreated

I know I’m not that type of guy

I could of did better

Traded my soul for the cheddar

I could of did better

But I was not willing to settle

I wrote you this letter

Alonzo

Been waiting to have this little convo

Your mind your body and soul is under control

Like you was a console

You need an assist then I’m Rondo

I can’t get you out of the condo

The whips, the bitches, the money, the game

Just serve as your personal blindfold

You got your eyes closed

I’ve been lost before

I’ve been found again

Knocking on heaven’s door

They won’t let me in

I push my thoughts aside

I won’t remember them

I put the drugs inside

So I get lost again

And get amnesia (I just want to forget, I just want to forget)

Amnesia

I just want to forget

I just want to forget

Everything that I did

Amnesia

Conscience to be on this

I been waiting for you to come start this

Talking to me like I’m heartless

Like I’m living life in the darkness

But I’m living life in the light

Dealing with shit that ain’t right

Eve gave Adam the apple

How Imma not take a bite

I’ve been lost before

I’ve been found again

Knocking on heaven’s door

They won’t let me in

I push my thoughts aside

I won’t remember them

I put the drugs inside

So I get lost again

And get amnesia (I just want to forget, I just want to forget)

Amnesia

I just want to forget

I just want to forget

Everything that I did

Amnesia